With much hesitation, I re-enter the realm of virtual nakedness. I hate inviting people into my personal thoughts. But then again, perhaps greater still is my fear of not being heard.
I really am experiencing so many exciting and/or painful experiences lately. Between quitting my job and learning the family business, considering a change in major, and deciding to finally let myself fall in love, I am so beat. But, in the same breath, boy am I grateful. I've realized lately that I am a complete brat and I have trouble expressing exactly what I intend to. I complain a lot, blame a lot, fuss a lot.. but for what, really? I am so insanely--almost disgustingly-- blessed. The years have purged me of crap excuses for friends, hobbies, perspectives, and have allowed me to binge myself with the luxuries in life I've undeservingly received from God. Below are my treasures. They are mere additions to the great reward I've finally found in the Jesus I never really knew. Here's a moment to finally say it.
My parents: they are beyond fantastic.. loving me, supporting me, and admonishing me is the usual as it's always been.
My friends: the few who are still (or are again) around are like my very own appendages in that I couldn't do a damn thing without 'em.
My boy: he's loved me at my worst and now I'm willing to love him at my best.
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