I never realized until now how many stupid decisions you make when you're without me. Oh, honey. I am praying and hoping you will wake up very soon. I know you, and I cringe at how careless you are being. I'm tempted to apologize for "abandoning" you and for the brutality of my silence. I know that you cling to your arrogance and do stupid things because I have left you wounded. But honestly, honey, I've little to no remorse. You are a grown man-- man of God, even-- and should be able to buck up and wipe some dirt on it. I know you feel you've already lost so much, but you could lose everything else if you don't focus on the Lord right now. "Let not our longing slay the appetite of our living." Come on, I know you're better than this.
This isn't about us; it's about you and your future. I caution you as a sister in Christ from the bottom of my little nervous heart(!).
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